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it was dreadful to school when i'm feeling all sick

Dry throat & Phlegm

Futhermore, an old feeling of gastric is happening all over again.

I still gave a thought that it's bearable, as i've endure gastric for mths before

However, it is almost excruciating.

Therefore, i have to settle my lunch in fc4 with gab

Everything was going fine, thought my stomach hurts bit by bit

I don't know how did we get into that topic

Then we fall into the topic from general,immediate to very personal.

Back then, he makes me remember my beloved grandmother

All the good,bad and awesome deeds

sensitive me, was particular sensitive towards family issue

but he know deep down i got smth to tell.

he wanted me to say me out, so i will feel better

hellyay, i'm damn reluctant to even share a single bit as it's personal.

In the end, i shared and i shed some masculine tears (you know me)

in fact, not some it is quite lot

but it's in school, so embarrassing and shameful

I shared, he advice & he shared

this is the sequence we had our convo

but fuck, he saw me crying like a big crapshit.

cause he said it's good to let go.

and yea, feeling better now to let go

through this, i've realise lots of stuff and appreciate him/her and it