tearing to stress

lesson started very well in structural mechanics when i giggle and laugh.
proceeding to oral communication.the moment i get back my speech outline test.
it comes out with a totally nice 62.8. it's sucks to the maximum.
i feel low spirit.
next moving on to BTM triforma lesson.
i can't login to the sch com.
i didn't hand in my hw.
i tried 3 computer still can't login.
i get piss and felt unconditionally sour.
as i felt useless and stupid and dumb
i try to control but it just happen to flow out like gushing water from the tap.

people like ky,jo,achang and sak are blessed enough to ask me whether i'm ok.
thanks.

Hanging that freaking black face to japanese class.
When the first word from alvan " don't disturb him. he is emo"
From xaiver "Why so emotional"
However after the oral test. Bomb serena comes out with this sms about "SWimming"
Alvan literally reply on behalf of me.

The best is always going home with alvan. Damn. Pour everything on him as he understand me.
No wonder he called himself "AlvanTheOne"
however there times when i doubt the particular "THeONE" of his.

thanks