"Ever been critized by your good friend?"
"Have you ever imgaine that certain words will come out from your friends?"
"Been describle as scary,disgusting or even a freak-ass?"

yea, it's disgusting painly since the conversation held yesterday bwteen us.
being it a crapshit or whatsoever. The moment when you type down those words, it tranishes my feeling.
I can't accept it! I can't imgaine! I can't even think!
Even rainy season doesn't help, it only me a fool.

I treat as a person that i can't pour down my feeling, vent my emotions, share my happiness & etc.
I wonder if you ever thought that? I seriously doubt it.

I wanna talk-less,kaypoh-less & even care-less but i can't.

Saying that you're afraid of me? Being a sissy? gay? homo?
i'm totally speechless, it just struck me wil emotions.

Words wanna make me hate you, it's useless
Words wanna kill you, it against my sin
Words wanna just annoy you, it's pointless