Into the future.

Pondering over a particular stuff over the past few days,which leads me in a dilemma state.

All i know is i have to get over this stage before moving on to the next stage, that's the reality.

Being whether pursuing geology in Nz, civil engineering in local U or perhaps trying my luck into air steward course though my face is kinda off "out"

Ultimately, what i am study now doesn't imply that into my future.

Well, of course i wish i can work for national geographic being a small editor.

Earn sufficient money,continue being an editor, create my own clothing line.

that may sound too big for me to achieve now.

who knows i will be sitting in an office working 9-5 doing QS's job.

The next time i have been trying to restraint myself from doing

is to Stop Cursing & Swearing.

I can sense that karma will always happen if i did something real bad.

It is the time to really stop it and try to be nice, whether being a hypocrite or not.

smile smile.

& lastly, learn to appreciate what i have now.

especially kinship & friendship putting all vanity, monetary, egoistic and emotions side

love every single moment you've right now.

as for all, the moments in Sp is the moment I've to appreciate.

especially those people who have

teach me, console me, help me, spike me and hate me

thank you from deep down my heart.

however, the truth is i will treasure those who i really care.

Habits that have been classified bad to me will be discard into the shelf.

Inputting brand new inspirations and idea into what is coming on.

ain't no boring story, isn't it amazing ? that's me.

eureka triumph towards discovery.

thanks natgeo & more.