Excruciating

shall start this post this noon

Being in a dilemma whether being direct is a good or bad flaw?

everybody have differences liking towards this.

so all i've to do is to accept. Seems that i should really control myself.

At times, the pain inside is totally excruciating where i need to find an open heart to confide in.

It have come to a situation that rather then find an open heart, why don't we just annoy it.

It will be so much better.

just blah.

at least i know whom i loved and trust, whether being an ah beng,ah lian or whatsoever

i still love them.